208.Chapter Eighteen(9)
“pain’sadelusion。”
“oh,isit?”saidthesavageand,pickingupathickhazelswitch,strodeforward。
themanfromthefordiansciencemonitormadeadashforhishelicopter。
afterthatthesavagewasleftforatimeinpeace。afewhelicopterscameandhoveredinquisitivelyroundthetower。heshotanarrowintotheimportunatelynearestofthem。itpiercedthealuminumfloorofthecabin;therewasashrillyell,andthemachinewentrocketingupintotheairwithalltheaccelerationthatitssuper-chargercouldgiveit。theothers,infuture,kepttheirdistancerespectfully。ignoringtheirtiresomehumming(helikenedhimselfinhisimaginationtooneofthesuitorsofthemaidenofmátsaki,unmovedandpersistentamongthewingedvermin),thesavagedugatwhatwastobehisgarden。afteratimetheverminevidentlybecameboredandflewaway;forhoursatastretchtheskyabovehisheadwasemptyand,butforthelarks,silent。
theweatherwasbreathlesslyhot,therewasthunderintheair。hehaddugallthemorningandwasresting,stretchedoutalongthefloor。andsuddenlythethoughtofleninawasarealpresence,nakedandtangible,saying“sweet!”and“putyourarmsroundme!”–inshoesandsocks,perfumed。impudentstrumpet!butoh,oh,herarmsroundhisneck,theliftingofherbreasts,hermouth!eternitywasinourlipsandeyes。lenina…no,no,no,no!hesprangtohisfeetand,halfnakedashewas,ranoutofthehouse。attheedgeoftheheathstoodaclumpofhoaryjuniperbushes。heflunghimselfagainstthem,heembraced,notthesmoothbodyofhisdesires,butanarmfulofgreenspikes。sharp,withathousandpoints,theyprickedhim。hetriedtothinkofpoorlinda,breathlessanddumb,withherclutchinghandsandtheunutterableterrorinhereyes。poorlindawhomhehadsworntoremember。butitwasstillthepresenceofleninathathauntedhim。leninawhomhehadpromisedtoforget。eventhroughthestabandstmgofthejuniperneedles,hiswincingfieshwasawareofher,unescapablyreal。“sweet,sweet…andifyouwantedmetoo,whydidn’tyou…”