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hisvoicehadgrownalmostdreamy。theexaltation,thelunaticenthusiasm,wasstillinhisface。heisnotpretending,thoughtwinston,heisnotahypocrite,hebelieveseverywordhesays。whatmostoppressedhimwastheconsciousnessofhisownintellectualinferiority。hewatchedtheheavyyetgracefulformstrollingtoandfro,inandoutoftherangeofhisvision。o’brienwasabeinginallwayslargerthanhimself。therewasnoideathathehadeverhad,orcouldhave,thato’brienhadnotlongagoknown,examined,andrejected。hismindcontainedwinston’smind。butinthatcasehowcoulditbetruethato’brienwasmad?itmustbehe,winston,whowasmad。o’brienhaltedandlookeddownathim。hisvoicehadgrownsternagain。
“donotimaginethatyouwillsaveyourself,winston,howevercompletelyyousurrendertous。noonewhohasoncegoneastrayiseverspared。andevenifwechosetoletyouliveoutthenaturaltermofyourlife,stillyouwouldneverescapefromus。whathappenstoyouhereisforever。understandthatinadvance。weshallcrushyoudowntothepointfromwhichthereisnocomingback。thingswillhappentoyoufromwhichyoucouldnotrecover,ifyoulivedathousandyears。neveragainwillyoubecapableofordinaryhumanfeeling。everythingwillbedeadinsideyou。neveragainwillyoubecapableoflove,orfriendship,orjoyofliving,orlaughter,orcuriosity,orcourage,orintegrity。youwillbehollow。weshallsqueezeyouempty,andthenweshallfillyouwithourselves。”