CHAPTER 27
ElSordowasmakinghisfightonahilltop.Hedidnotlikethishillandwhenhesawithethoughtithadtheshapeofachancre.Buthehadhadnochoiceexceptthishillandhehadpickeditasfarawayashecouldseeitandgallopedforit,theautomaticrifleheavyonhisback,thehorselaboring,barrelheavingbetweenhisthighs,thesackofgrenadesswingingagainstoneside,thesackofautomaticriflepansbangingagainsttheother,andJoaquínandIgnaciohaltingandfiring,haltingandfiringtogivehimtimetogettheguninplace.
Therehadstillbeensnowthen,thesnowthathadruinedthem,andwhenhishorsewashitsothathewheezedinaslow,jerking,climbingstaggerupthelastpartofthecrest,splatteringthesnowwithabright,pulsingjet,Sordohadhauledhimalongbythebridle,thereinsoverhisshoulderasheclimbed.Heclimbedashardashecouldwiththebulletsspattingontherocks,withthetwosacksheavyonhisshoulders,andthen,holdingthehorsebythemane,hadshothimquickly,expertly,andtenderlyjustwherehehadneededhim,sothatthehorsepitched,headforwarddowntoplugagapbetweentworocks.Hehadgottentheguntofiringoverthehorse’sbackandhefiredtwopans,thegunclattering,theemptyshellspitchingintothesnow,thesmellofburnthairfromtheburnthidewherethehotmuzzlerested,himfiringatwhatcameuptothehill,forcingthemtoscatterforcover,whileallthetimetherewasachillinhisbackfromnotknowingwhatwasbehindhim.Oncethelastofthefivemenhadreachedthehilltopthechillwentoutofhisbackandhehadsavedthepanshehadleftuntilhewouldneedthem.
Thereweretwomorehorsesdeadalongtheslopeandthreemoreweredeadhereonthehilltop.Hehadonlysucceededinstealingthreehorseslastnightandonehadboltedwhentheytriedtomounthimbarebackinthecorralatthecampwhenthefirstshootinghadstarted.
Ofthefivemenwhohadreachedthehilltopthreewerewounded.Sordowaswoundedinthecalfofhislegandintwoplacesinhisleftarm.Hewasverythirsty,hiswoundshadstiffened,andoneofthewoundsinhisleftarmwasverypainful.HealsohadabadheadacheandashelaywaitingfortheplanestocomehethoughtofajokeinSpanish.Itwas,“Hayquetomarlamuertecomosifueraaspirina,”whichmeans,“Youwillhavetotakedeathasanaspirin.”Buthedidnotmakethejokealoud.Hegrinnedsomewhereinsidethepaininhisheadandinsidethenauseathatcamewheneverhemovedhisarmandlookedaroundatwhattherewasleftofhisband.
Thefivemenwerespreadoutlikethepointsofafive-pointedstar.Theyhaddugwiththeirkneesandhandsandmademoundsinfrontoftheirheadsandshoulderswiththedirtandpilesofstones.Usingthiscover,theywerelinkingtheindividualmoundsupwithstonesanddirt.Joaquín,whowaseighteenyearsold,hadasteelhelmetthathedugwithandhepasseddirtinit.
Hehadgottenthishelmetattheblowingupofthetrain.Ithadabulletholethroughitandeveryonehadalwaysjokedathimforkeepingit.Buthehadhammeredthejaggededgesofthebulletholesmoothanddrivenawoodenplugintoitandthencuttheplugoffandsmootheditevenwiththemetalinsidethehelmet.
Whentheshootingstartedhehadclappedthishelmetonhisheadsoharditbangedhisheadasthoughhehadbeenhitwithacasseroleand,inthelastlung-aching,legdead,mouth-dry,bulletspatting,bullet-cracking,bullet-singingrunupthefinalslopeofthehillafterhishorsewaskilled,thehelmethadseemedtoweighagreatamountandtoringhisburstingforeheadwithanironband.Buthehadkeptit.Nowhedugwithitinasteady,almostmachinelikedesperation.Hehadnotyetbeenhit.
“Itservesforsomethingfinally,”Sordosaidtohiminhisdeep,throatyvoice.
“Resistiryfortificaresvencer,”Joaquínsaid,hismouthstiffwiththedrynessoffearwhichsurpassedthenormalthirstofbattle.ItwasoneoftheslogansoftheCommunistpartyanditmeant,“Holdoutandfortify,andyouwillwin.”
Sordolookedawayanddowntheslopeatwhereacavalrymanwassnipingfrombehindaboulder.Hewasveryfondofthisboyandhewasinnomoodforslogans.
“Whatdidyousay?”
Oneofthementurnedfromthebuildingthathewasdoing.Thismanwaslyingflatonhisface,reachingcarefullyupwithhishandstoputarockinplacewhilekeepinghischinflatagainsttheground.
Joaquínrepeatedthesloganinhisdried-upboy’svoicewithoutcheckinghisdiggingforamoment.
“Whatwasthelastword?”themanwithhischinonthegroundasked.
“Vencer,”theboysaid.“Win.”
“Mierda,”themanwithhischinonthegroundsaid.
“Thereisanotherthatappliestohere,”Joaquínsaid,bringingthemoutasthoughtheyweretalismans,“Pasionariasaysitisbettertodieonyourfeetthantoliveonyourknees.”
“Mierdaagain,”themansaidandanothermansaid,overhisshoulder,“We’reonourbellies,notourknees.”
“Thou.Communist.DoyouknowyourPasionariahasasonthyageinRussiasincethestartofthemovement?”
“It’salie,”Joaquínsaid.
“Quéva,it’salie,”theothersaid.“Thedynamiterwiththerarenametoldme.Hewasofthyparty,too.Whyshouldhelie?”
“It’salie,”Joaquínsaid.“ShewouldnotdosuchathingaskeepasonhiddeninRussiaoutofthewar.”
“IwishIwereinRussia,”anotherofSordo’smensaid.“WillnotthyPasionariasendmenowfromheretoRussia,Communist?”
“IfthoubelievestsomuchinthyPasionaria,gethertogetusoffthishill,”oneofthemenwhohadabandagedthighsaid.
“Thefascistswilldothat,”themanwithhischininthedirtsaid.
“Donotspeakthus,”Joaquínsaidtohim.
“Wipethepapofyourmother’sbreastsoffthylipsandgivemeahatfulofthatdirt,”themanwithhischinonthegroundsaid.“Nooneofuswillseethesungodownthisnight.”
ElSordowasthinking:Itisshapedlikeachancre.Orthebreastofayounggirlwithnonipple.Orthetopconeofavolcano.Youhaveneverseenavolcano,hethought.Norwillyoueverseeone.Andthishillislikeachancre.Letthevolcanosalone.It’slatenowforthevolcanos.
Helookedverycarefullyaroundthewithersofthedeadhorseandtherewasaquickhammeringoffiringfrombehindaboulderwelldowntheslopeandheheardthebulletsfromthesubmachinegunthudintothehorse.Hecrawledalongbehindthehorseandlookedoutoftheanglebetweenthehorse’shindquartersandtherock.Therewerethreebodiesontheslopejustbelowhimwheretheyhadfallenwhenthefascistshadrushedthecrestundercoveroftheautomaticrifleandsubmachinegunfireandheandtheothershadbrokendowntheattackbythrowingandrollingdownhandgrenades.Therewereotherbodiesthathecouldnotseeontheothersidesofthehillcrest.TherewasnodeadgroundbywhichattackerscouldapproachthesummitandSordoknewthataslongashisammunitionandgrenadesheldoutandhehadasmanyasfourmentheycouldnotgethimoutofthereunlesstheybroughtupatrenchmortar.HedidnotknowwhethertheyhadsenttoLaGranjaforatrenchmortar.Perhapstheyhadnot,becausesurely,soon,theplaneswouldcome.Ithadbeenfourhourssincetheobservationplanehadflownoverthem.
Thishillistrulylikeachancre,Sordothought,andwearetheverypusofit.Butwekilledmanywhentheymadethatstupidness.Howcouldtheythinkthattheywouldtakeusthus?Theyhavesuchmodernarmamentthattheylosealltheirsensewithoverconfidence.Hehadkilledtheyoungofficerwhohadledtheassaultwithagrenadethathadgonebouncingandrollingdowntheslopeastheycameupit,running,benthalfover.Intheyellowflashandgrayroarofsmokehehadseentheofficerdiveforwardtowherehelaynowlikeaheavy,brokenbundleofoldclothingmarkingthefarthestpointthattheassaulthadreached.Sordolookedatthisbodyandthen,downthehill,attheothers.
Theyarebravebutstupidpeople,hethought.Buttheyhavesenseenoughnownottoattackusagainuntiltheplanescome.Unless,ofcourse,theyhaveamortarcoming.Itwouldbeeasywithamortar.Themortarwasthenormalthingandheknewthattheywoulddieassoonasamortarcameup,butwhenhethoughtoftheplanescominguphefeltasnakedonthathilltopasthoughallofhisclothingandevenhisskinhadbeenremoved.ThereisnonakederthingthanIfeel,hethought.Aflayedrabbitisaswellcoveredasabearincomparison.Butwhyshouldtheybringplanes?Theycouldgetusoutofherewithatrenchmortareasily.Theyareproudoftheirplanes,though,andtheywillprobablybringthem.Justastheyweresoproudoftheirautomaticweaponsthattheymadethatstupidness.Butundoubtedlytheymusthavesentforamortartoo.
Oneofthemenfired.Thenjerkedtheboltandfiredagain,quickly.
“Savethycartridges,”Sordosaid.
“Oneofthesonsofthegreatwhoretriedtoreachthatboulder,”themanpointed.
“Didyouhithim?”Sordoasked,turninghisheadwithdifficulty.
“Nay,”themansaid.“Thefornicatorduckedback.”
“WhoisawhoreofwhoresisPilar,”themanwithhischininthedirtsaid.“Thatwhoreknowswearedyinghere.”
“Shecoulddonogood,”Sordosaid.Themanhadspokenonthesideofhisgoodearandhehadheardhimwithoutturninghishead.“Whatcouldshedo?”
“Taketheseslutsfromtherear.”
“Quéva,”Sordosaid.“Theyarespreadaroundahillside.Howwouldshecomeonthem?Thereareahundredandfiftyofthem.Maybemorenow.”
“Butifweholdoutuntildark,”Joaquínsaid.
“AndifChristmascomesonEaster,”themanwithhischinonthegroundsaid.
“Andifthyaunthad_cojones_shewouldbethyuncle,”anothersaidtohim.“SendforthyPasionaria.Shealonecanhelpus.”
“Idonotbelievethatabouttheson,”Joaquínsaid.“Orifheisthereheistrainingtobeanaviatororsomethingofthatsort.”
“Heishiddenthereforsafety,”themantoldhim.
“Heisstudyingdialectics.ThyPasionariahasbeenthere.SohaveListerandModestoandothers.Theonewiththerarenametoldme.”
“Thattheyshouldgotostudyandreturntoaidus,”Joaquínsaid.
“Thattheyshouldaidusnow,”anothermansaid.“ThatallthecrutsofRussiansuckingswindlersshouldaidusnow.”Hefiredandsaid,“Mecagoental;Imissedhimagain.”
“Savethycartridgesanddonottalksomuchorthouwiltbeverythirsty,”Sordosaid.“Thereisnowateronthishill.”
“Takethis,”themansaidandrollingonhissidehepulledawineskinthatheworeslungfromhisshoulderoverhisheadandhandedittoSordo.“Washthymouthout,oldone.Thoumusthavemuchthirstwiththywounds.”
“Letalltakeit,”Sordosaid.
“ThenIwillhavesomefirst,”theownersaidandsquirtedalongstreamintohismouthbeforehehandedtheleatherbottlearound.
“Sordo,whenthinkestthoutheplaneswillcome?”themanwithhischininthedirtasked.
“Anytime,”saidSordo.“Theyshouldhavecomebefore.”
“Doyouthinkthesesonsofthegreatwhorewillattackagain?”
“Onlyiftheplanesdonotcome.”
Hedidnotthinktherewasanyneedtospeakaboutthemortar.Theywouldknowitsoonenoughwhenthemortarcame.
“Godknowsthey’veenoughplaneswithwhatwesawyesterday.”
“Toomany,”Sordosaid.
Hisheadhurtverymuchandhisarmwasstiffeningsothatthepainofmovingitwasalmostunbearable.Helookedupatthebright,high,blueearlysummerskyasheraisedtheleatherwinebottlewithhisgoodarm.Hewasfifty-twoyearsoldandhewassurethiswasthelasttimehewouldseethatsky.
Hewasnotatallafraidofdyingbuthewasangryatbeingtrappedonthishillwhichwasonlyutilizableasaplacetodie.Ifwecouldhavegottenclear,hethought.Ifwecouldhavemadethemcomeupthelongvalleyorifwecouldhavebrokenlooseacrosstheroaditwouldhavebeenallright.Butthischancreofahill.Wemustuseitaswellaswecanandwehaveuseditverywellsofar.
Ifhehadknownhowmanymeninhistoryhavehadtouseahilltodieonitwouldnothavecheeredhimanyfor,inthemomenthewaspassingthrough,menarenotimpressedbywhathashappenedtoothermeninsimilarcircumstancesanymorethanawidowofonedayishelpedbytheknowledgethatotherlovedhusbandshavedied.Whetheronehasfearofitornot,one’sdeathisdifficulttoaccept.Sordohadaccepteditbuttherewasnosweetnessinitsacceptanceevenatfifty-two,withthreewoundsandhimsurroundedonahill.
Hejokedaboutittohimselfbuthelookedattheskyandatthefarmountainsandheswallowedthewineandhedidnotwantit.Ifonemustdie,hethought,andclearlyonemust,Icandie.ButIhateit.
Dyingwasnothingandhehadnopictureofitnorfearofitinhismind.Butlivingwasafieldofgrainblowinginthewindonthesideofahill.Livingwasahawkinthesky.Livingwasanearthenjarofwaterinthedustofthethreshingwiththegrainflailedoutandthechaffblowing.Livingwasahorsebetweenyourlegsandacarbineunderonelegandahillandavalleyandastreamwithtreesalongitandthefarsideofthevalleyandthehillsbeyond.
Sordopassedthewinebottlebackandnoddedhisheadinthanks.Heleanedforwardandpattedthedeadhorseontheshoulderwherethemuzzleoftheautomaticriflehadburnedthehide.Hecouldstillsmelltheburnthair.Hethoughthowhehadheldthehorsethere,trembling,withthefirearoundthem,whisperingandcracking,overandaroundthemlikeacurtain,andhadcarefullyshothimjustattheintersectionofthecross-linesbetweenthetwoeyesandtheears.Thenasthehorsepitcheddownhehaddroppeddownbehindhiswarm,wetbacktogettheguntogoingastheycameupthehill.
“Erasmuchocaballo,”hesaid,meaning,“Thouwertplentyofhorse.”
ElSordolaynowonhisgoodsideandlookedupatthesky.Hewaslyingonaheapofemptycartridgehullsbuthisheadwasprotectedbytherockandhisbodylayintheleeofthehorse.Hiswoundshadstiffenedbadlyandhehadmuchpainandhefelttootiredtomove.
“Whatpasseswiththee,oldone?”themannexttohimasked.
“Nothing.Iamtakingalittlerest.”
“Sleep,”theothersaid.“Theywillwakeuswhentheycome.”
Justthensomeoneshoutedfromdowntheslope.
“Listen,bandits!”thevoicecamefrombehindtherockswheretheclosestautomaticriflewasplaced.“Surrendernowbeforetheplanesblowyoutopieces.”
“Whatisithesays?”Sordoasked.
Joaquíntoldhim.Sordorolledtoonesideandpulledhimselfupsothathewascrouchedbehindthegunagain.
“Maybetheplanesaren’tcoming,”hesaid.“Don’tanswerthemanddonotfire.Maybewecangetthemtoattackagain.”
“Ifweshouldinsultthemalittle?”themanwhohadspokentoJoaquínaboutLaPasionaria’ssoninRussiaasked.
“No,”Sordosaid.“Givemethybigpistol.Whohasabigpistol?”
“Here.”
“Giveittome.”Crouchedonhiskneeshetookthebig9mm.Starandfiredoneshotintothegroundbesidethedeadhorse,waited,thenfiredagainfourtimesatirregularintervals.Thenhewaitedwhilehecountedsixtyandthenfiredafinalshotdirectlyintothebodyofthedeadhorse.Hegrinnedandhandedbackthepistol.
“Reloadit,”hewhispered,“andthateveryoneshouldkeephismouthshutandnooneshoot.”
“Bandidos!”thevoiceshoutedfrombehindtherocks.
Noonespokeonthehill.
“Bandidos!Surrendernowbeforeweblowtheetolittlepieces.”
“They’rebiting,”Sordowhisperedhappily.
Ashewatched,amanshowedhisheadoverthetopoftherocks.Therewasnoshotfromthehilltopandtheheadwentdownagain.ElSordowaited,watching,butnothingmorehappened.Heturnedhisheadandlookedattheotherswhowereallwatchingdowntheirsectorsoftheslope.Ashelookedatthemtheothersshooktheirheads.
“Letnoonemove,”hewhispered.
“Sonsofthegreatwhore,”thevoicecamenowfrombehindtherocksagain.
“Redswine.Motherrapers.Eatersofthemilkofthyfathers.”
Sordogrinned.Hecouldjusthearthebellowedinsultsbyturninghisgoodear.Thisisbetterthantheaspirin,hethought.Howmanywillweget?Cantheybethatfoolish?
Thevoicehadstoppedagainandforthreeminutestheyheardnothingandsawnomovement.Thenthesniperbehindtheboulderahundredyardsdowntheslopeexposedhimselfandfired.Thebullethitarockandricochetedwithasharpwhine.ThenSordosawaman,bentdouble,runfromtheshelteroftherockswheretheautomaticriflewasacrosstheopengroundtothebigboulderbehindwhichthesniperwashidden.Healmostdovebehindtheboulder.
Sordolookedaround.Theysignalledtohimthattherewasnomovementontheotherslopes.ElSordogrinnedhappilyandshookhishead.Thisistentimesbetterthantheaspirin,hethought,andhewaited,ashappyasonlyahuntercanbehappy.
Belowontheslopethemanwhohadrunfromthepileofstonestotheshelteroftheboulderwasspeakingtothesniper.
“Doyoubelieveit?”
“Idon’tknow,”thesnipersaid.
“Itwouldbelogical,”theman,whowastheofficerincommand,said.“Theyaresurrounded.Theyhavenothingtoexpectbuttodie.”
Thesnipersaidnothing.
“Whatdoyouthink?”theofficerasked.
“Nothing,”thesnipersaid.
“Haveyouseenanymovementsincetheshots?”
“Noneatall.”
Theofficerlookedathiswristwatch.Itwastenminutestothreeo’clock.
“Theplanesshouldhavecomeanhourago,”hesaid.Justthenanotherofficerfloppedinbehindtheboulder.Thesnipermovedovertomakeroomforhim.
“Thou,Paco,”thefirstofficersaid.“Howdoesitseemtothee?”
Thesecondofficerwasbreathingheavilyfromhissprintupandacrossthehillsidefromtheautomaticrifleposition.
“Formeitisatrick,”hesaid.
“Butifitisnot?Whataridiculewemakewaitinghereandlayingsiegetodeadmen.”
“Wehavedonesomethingworsethanridiculousalready,”thesecondofficersaid.“Lookatthatslope.”
Helookeduptheslopetowherethedeadwerescatteredclosetothetop.Fromwherehelookedthelineofthehilltopshowedthescatteredrocks,thebelly,projectinglegs,shodhoovesjuttingout,ofSordo’shorse,andthefreshdirtthrownupbythedigging.
“Whataboutthemortars?”askedthesecondofficer.
“Theyshouldbehereinanhour.Ifnotbefore.”
“Thenwaitforthem.Therehasbeenenoughstupidityalready.”
“Bandidos!”thefirstofficershoutedsuddenly,gettingtohisfeetandputtinghisheadwellupabovethebouldersothatthecrestofthehilllookedmuchcloserashestoodupright.“Redswine!Cowards!”
Thesecondofficerlookedatthesniperandshookhishead.Thesniperlookedawaybuthislipstightened.
Thefirstofficerstoodthere,hisheadallclearoftherockandwithhishandonhispistolbutt.Hecursedandvilifiedthehilltop.Nothinghappened.Thenhesteppedclearoftheboulderandstoodtherelookingupthehill.
“Fire,cowards,ifyouarealive,”heshouted.“FireononewhohasnofearofanyRedthatevercameoutofthebellyofthegreatwhore.”
Thislastwasquitealongsentencetoshoutandtheofficer’sfacewasredandcongestedashefinished.
Thesecondofficer,whowasathinsunburnedmanwithquieteyes,athin,longlippedmouthandastubbleofbeardoverhishollowcheeks,shookhisheadagain.Itwasthisofficerwhowasshoutingwhohadorderedthefirstassault.TheyounglieutenantwhowasdeaduptheslopehadbeenthebestfriendofthisotherlieutenantwhowasnamedPacoBerrendoandwhowaslisteningtotheshoutingofthecaptain,whowasobviouslyinastateofexaltation.
“Thosearetheswinewhoshotmysisterandmymother,”thecaptainsaid.Hehadaredfaceandablond,British-lookingmoustacheandtherewassomethingwrongabouthiseyes.Theywerealightblueandthelasheswerelight,too.Asyoulookedatthemtheyseemedtofocusslowly.Then“Reds,”heshouted.“Cowards!”andcommencedcursingagain.
Hestoodabsolutelyclearnowand,sightingcarefully,firedhispistolattheonlytargetthatthehilltoppresented:thedeadhorsethathadbelongedtoSordo.Thebulletthrewupapuffofdirtfifteenyardsbelowthehorse.Thecaptainfiredagain.Thebullethitarockandsungoff.
Thecaptainstoodtherelookingatthehilltop.TheLieutenantBerrendowaslookingatthebodyoftheotherlieutenantjustbelowthesummit.Thesniperwaslookingatthegroundunderhiseyes.Thenhelookedupatthecaptain.
“Thereisnoonealiveupthere,”thecaptainsaid.“Thou,”hesaidtothesniper,“goupthereandsee.”
Thesniperlookeddown.Hesaidnothing.
“Don’tyouhearme?”thecaptainshoutedathim.
“Yes,mycaptain,”thesnipersaid,notlookingathim.
“Thengetupandgo.”Thecaptainstillhadhispistolout.“Doyouhearme?”
“Yes,mycaptain.”
“Whydon’tyougo,then?”
“Idon’twantto,mycaptain.”
“Youdon’twantto?”Thecaptainpushedthepistolagainstthesmalloftheman’sback.“Youdon’twantto?”
“Iamafraid,mycaptain,”thesoldiersaidwithdignity.
LieutenantBerrendo,watchingthecaptain’sfaceandhisoddeyes,thoughthewasgoingtoshootthemanthen.
“CaptainMora,”hesaid.
“LieutenantBerrendo?”
“Itispossiblethesoldierisright.”
“Thatheisrighttosayheisafraid?Thatheisrighttosayhedoesnotwanttoobeyanorder?”
“No.Thatheisrightthatitisatrick.”
“Theyarealldead,”thecaptainsaid.“Don’tyouhearmesaytheyarealldead?’
“Youmeanourcomradesontheslope?”Berrendoaskedhim.“Iagreewithyou.”
“Paco,”thecaptainsaid,“don’tbeafool.DoyouthinkyouaretheonlyonewhocaredforJulián?ItellyoutheRedsaredead.Look!”
Hestoodup,thenputbothhandsontopoftheboulderandpulledhimselfup,kneeing-upawkwardly,thengettingonhisfeet.
“Shoot,”heshouted,standingonthegraygraniteboulderandwavedbothhisarms.“Shootme!Killme!”
OnthehilltopElSordolaybehindthedeadhorseandgrinned.
Whatapeople,hethought.Helaughed,tryingtoholditinbecausetheshakinghurthisarm.
“Reds,”cametheshoutfrombelow.“Redcanaille.Shootme!Killme!”
Sordo,hischestshaking,barelypeepedpastthehorse’scrupperandsawthecaptainontopoftheboulderwavinghisarms.Anotherofficerstoodbytheboulder.Thesniperwasstandingattheotherside.Sordokepthiseyewhereitwasandshookhisheadhappily.
“Shootme,”hesaidsoftlytohimself.“Killme!”Thenhisshouldersshookagain.Thelaughinghurthisarmandeachtimehelaughedhisheadfeltasthoughitwouldburst.Butthelaughtershookhimagainlikeaspasm.
CaptainMoragotdownfromtheboulder.
“Nowdoyoubelieveme,Paco?”hequestionedLieutenantBerrendo.
“No,”saidLieutenantBerrendo.
“Cojones!”thecaptainsaid.“Herethereisnothingbutidiotsandcowards.”
ThesniperhadgottencarefullybehindtheboulderagainandLieutenantBerrendowassquattingbesidehim.
Thecaptain,standingintheopenbesidetheboulder,commencedtoshoutfilthatthehilltop.ThereisnolanguagesofilthyasSpanish.TherearewordsforallthevilewordsinEnglishandthereareotherwordsandexpressionsthatareusedonlyincountrieswhereblasphemykeepspacewiththeausterityofreligion.LieutenantBerrendowasaverydevoutCatholic.Sowasthesniper.TheywereCarlistsfromNavarraandwhilebothofthemcursedandblasphemedwhentheywereangrytheyregardeditasasinwhichtheyregularlyconfessed.
Astheycrouchednowbehindtheboulderwatchingthecaptainandlisteningtowhathewasshouting,theybothdisassociatedthemselvesfromhimandwhathewassaying.Theydidnotwanttohavethatsortoftalkontheirconsciencesonadayinwhichtheymightdie.Talkingthuswillnotbringluck,thesniperthought.SpeakingthusoftheVirgenisbadluck.ThisonespeaksworsethantheReds.
Juliánisdead,LieutenantBerrendowasthinking.Deadthereontheslopeonsuchadayasthisis.Andthisfoulmouthstandstherebringingmoreillfortunewithhisblasphemies.
NowthecaptainstoppedshoutingandturnedtoLieutenantBerrendo.Hiseyeslookedstrangerthanever.
“Paco,”hesaid,happily,“youandIwillgoupthere.”
“Notme.”
“What?”Thecaptainhadhispistoloutagain.
Ihatethesepistolbrandishers,Berrendowasthinking.Theycannotgiveanorderwithoutjerkingagunout.Theyprobablypullouttheirpistolswhentheygotothetoiletandorderthemovetheywillmake.
“Iwillgoifyouordermeto.Butunderprotest,”LieutenantBerrendotoldthecaptain.
“ThenIwillgoalone,”thecaptainsaid.“Thesmellofcowardiceistoostronghere.”
Holdinghispistolinhisrighthand,hestrodesteadilyuptheslope.Berrendoandthesniperwatchedhim.Hewasmakingnoattempttotakeanycoverandhewaslookingstraightaheadofhimattherocks,thedeadhorse,andthefresh-dugdirtofthehilltop.
ElSordolaybehindthehorseatthecorneroftherock,watchingthecaptaincomestridingupthehill.
Onlyone,hethought.Wegetonlyone.Butfromhismannerofspeakingheiscazamayor.Lookathimwalking.Lookwhatananimal.Lookathimstrideforward.Thisoneisforme.ThisoneItakewithmeonthetrip.ThisonecomingnowmakesthesamevoyageIdo.Comeon,ComradeVoyager.Comestriding.Comerightalong.Comealongtomeetit.Comeon.Keeponwalking.Don’tslowup.Comerightalong.Comeasthouartcoming.Don’tstopandlookatthose.That’sright.Don’tevenlookdown.Keeponcomingwithyoureyesforward.Look,hehasamoustache.Whatdoyouthinkofthat?Herunstoamoustache,theComradeVoyager.Heisacaptain.Lookathissleeves.Isaidhewascazamayor.HehasthefaceofanInglé.Look.Witharedfaceandblondhairandblueeyes.Withnocaponandhismoustacheisyellow.Withblueeyes.Withpaleblueeyes.Withpaleblueeyeswithsomethingwrongwiththem.Withpaleblueeyesthatdon’tfocus.Closeenough.Tooclose.Yes,ComradeVoyager.Takeit,ComradeVoyager.
Hesqueezedthetriggeroftheautomaticriflegentlyanditpoundedbackthreetimesagainsthisshoulderwiththeslipperyjolttherecoilofatripodedautomaticweapongives.
Thecaptainlayonhisfaceonthehillside.Hisleftarmwasunderhim.Hisrightarmthathadheldthepistolwasstretchedforwardofhishead.Fromalldowntheslopetheywerefiringonthehillcrestagain.
Crouchedbehindtheboulder,thinkingthatnowhewouldhavetosprintacrossthatopenspaceunderfire,LieutenantBerrendoheardthedeephoarsevoiceofSordofromthehilltop.
“Bandidos!”thevoicecame.“Bandidos!Shootme!Killme!”
OnthetopofthehillElSordolaybehindtheautomaticriflelaughingsothathischestached,sothathethoughtthetopofhisheadwouldburst.
“Bandidos,”heshoutedagainhappily.“Killme,bandidos!”Thenheshookhisheadhappily.WehavelotsofcompanyfortheVoyage,hethought.
Hewasgoingtotryfortheotherofficerwiththeautomaticriflewhenhewouldleavetheshelteroftheboulder.Soonerorlaterhewouldhavetoleaveit.Sordoknewthathecouldnevercommandfromthereandhethoughthehadaverygoodchancetogethim.
Justthentheothersonthehillheardthefirstsoundofthecomingoftheplanes.
ElSordodidnothearthem.Hewascoveringthedown-slopeedgeoftheboulderwithhisautomaticrifleandhewasthinking:whenIseehimhewillberunningalreadyandIwillmisshimifIamnotcareful.Icouldshootbehindhimallacrossthatstretch.Ishouldswingthegunwithhimandaheadofhim.Orlethimstartandthengetonhimandaheadofhim.Iwilltrytopickhimupthereattheedgeoftherockandswingjustaheadofhim.Thenhefeltatouchonhisshoulderandheturnedandsawthegray,fear-drainedfaceofJoaquínandhelookedwheretheboywaspointingandsawthethreeplanescoming.
AtthismomentLieutenantBerrendobrokefrombehindtheboulderand,withhisheadbentandhislegsplunging,randownandacrosstheslopetotheshelteroftherockswheretheautomaticriflewasplaced.
Watchingtheplanes,Sordoneversawhimgo.
“Helpmetopullthisout,”hesaidtoJoaquínandtheboydraggedtheautomaticrifleclearfrombetweenthehorseandtherock.
Theplaneswerecomingonsteadily.Theywereinechelonandeachsecondtheygrewlargerandtheirnoisewasgreater.
“Lieonyourbackstofireatthem,”Sordosaid.“Fireaheadofthemastheycome.”
Hewaswatchingthemallthetime.“Cabrones!Hijosdeputa!”hesaidrapidly.
“Ignacio!”hesaid.“Putthegunontheshoulderoftheboy.Thou!”toJoaquín,“Sitthereanddonotmove.Crouchover.More.No.More.”
Helaybackandsightedwiththeautomaticrifleastheplanescameonsteadily.
“Thou,Ignacio,holdmethethreelegsofthattripod.”Theyweredanglingdowntheboy’sbackandthemuzzleofthegunwasshakingfromthejerkingofhisbodythatJoaquíncouldnotcontrolashecrouchedwithbentheadhearingthedroningroaroftheircoming.
Lyingflatonhisbellyandlookingupintotheskywatchingthemcome,Ignaciogatheredthelegsofthetripodintohistwohandsandsteadiedthegun.
“Keepthyheaddown,”hesaidtoJoaquín.“Keepthyheadforward.”
“Pasionariasays‘Bettertodieonthy—’“Joaquínwassayingtohimselfasthedronecamenearerthem.Thenheshiftedsuddenlyinto“HailMary,fullofgrace,theLordiswiththee;BlessedartthouamongwomenandBlessedisthefruitofthywomb,Jesus.HolyMary,MotherofGod,prayforussinnersnowandatthehourofourdeath.Amen.HolyMary,MotherofGod,”hestarted,thenherememberedquicklyastheroarcamenowunbearablyandstartedanactofcontritionracinginit,“OhmyGod,Iamheartilysorryforhavingoffendedtheewhoartworthyofallmylove—”
Thentherewerethehammeringexplosionspasthisearsandthegunbarrelhotagainsthisshoulder.Itwashammeringnowagainandhisearsweredeafenedbythemuzzleblast.Ignaciowaspullingdownhardonthetripodandthebarrelwasburninghisback.Itwashammeringnowintheroarandhecouldnotremembertheactofcontrition.
Allhecouldrememberwasatthehourofourdeath.Amen.Atthehourofourdeath.Amen.Atthehour.Atthehour.Amen.Theothersallwerefiring.Nowandatthehourofourdeath.Amen.
Then,throughthehammeringofthegun,therewasthewhistleoftheairsplittingapartandthenintheredblackroartheearthrolledunderhiskneesandthenwaveduptohithiminthefaceandthendirtandbitsofrockwerefallingalloverandIgnaciowaslyingonhimandthegunwaslyingonhim.Buthewasnotdeadbecausethewhistlecameagainandtheearthrolledunderhimwiththeroar.Thenitcameagainandtheearthlurchedunderhisbellyandonesideofthehilltoproseintotheairandthenfellslowlyoverthemwheretheylay.
Theplanescamebackthreetimesandbombedthehilltopbutnooneonthehilltopknewit.Thentheplanesmachine-gunnedthehilltopandwentaway.Astheydoveonthehillforthelasttimewiththeirmachinegunshammering,thefirstplanepulledupandwingedoverandtheneachplanedidthesameandtheymovedfromechelontoV-formationandwentawayintotheskyinthedirectionofSegovia.
Keepingaheavyfireonthehilltop,LieutenantBerrendopushedapatroluptooneofthebombcratersfromwheretheycouldthrowgrenadesontothecrest.Hewastakingnochancesofanyonebeingaliveandwaitingfortheminthemessthatwasupthereandhethrewfourgrenadesintotheconfusionofdeadhorses,brokenandsplitrocks,andtornyellow-stainedexplosive-stinkingearthbeforeheclimbedoutofthebombcraterandwalkedovertohavealook.
NoonewasaliveonthehilltopexcepttheboyJoaquín,whowasunconsciousunderthedeadbodyofIgnacio.Joaquínwasbleedingfromthenoseandfromtheears.HehadknownnothingandhadnofeelingsincehehadsuddenlybeenintheveryheartofthethunderandthebreathhadbeenwrenchedfromhisbodywhentheonebombstrucksocloseandLieutenantBerrendomadethesignofthecrossandthenshothiminthebackofthehead,asquicklyandasgently,ifsuchanabruptmovementcanbegentle,asSordohadshotthewoundedhorse.
LieutenantBerrendostoodonthehilltopandlookeddowntheslopeathisowndeadandthenacrossthecountryseeingwheretheyhadgallopedbeforeSordohadturnedatbayhere.Henoticedallthedispositionsthathadbeenmadeofthetroopsandthenheorderedthedeadmen’shorsestobebroughtupandthebodiestiedacrossthesaddlessothattheymightbepackedintoLaGranja.
“Takethatone,too,”hesaid.“Theonewithhishandsontheautomaticrifle.ThatshouldbeSordo.Heistheoldestanditwashewiththegun.No.Cuttheheadoffandwrapitinaponcho.”Heconsideredaminute.“Youmightaswelltakealltheheads.Andoftheothersbelowontheslopeandwherewefirstfoundthem.Collecttheriflesandpistolsandpackthatgunonahorse.”
Thenhewalkeddowntowherethelieutenantlaywhohadbeenkilledinthefirstassault.Helookeddownathimbutdidnottouchhim.
“Quécosamásmalaeslaguerra,”hesaidtohimself,whichmeant,“Whatabadthingwaris.”
ThenhemadethesignofthecrossagainandashewalkeddownthehillhesaidfiveOurFathersandfiveHailMarysforthereposeofthesoulofhisdeadcomrade.Hedidnotwishtostaytoseehisordersbeingcarriedout.